the part of your soul that longs for more; the desires that you buried deep inside you long ago

i go by nephro for most occasions, and my existance has been debated upon for about 22 years by the supernatural and cryptid hunting communities... also the webmaster for feelingmachine.moe. my name is also wordplay for the scientific terminology of "lobster" (nephropidae).

from a younger age, i've always had constant hungering for information to take in, and art to witness. this led to my pursueing of both making my own things as a hobby, as well as my associate's degree in the arts. i enjoy spending a lot of my "idle time" browsing the web (which i learned to use very early in my life) to learn many many things, but sometimes this leads to a negative information gain. i've grown up a plagued one, alienated, and i hope whatever i throw up lets somebody out there know there is a future for us.

when i'm not up to creative endeavors, however, i am probably doing something else to feed the beast of bibliomania. i'm pretty decently into gaming of both mainstream to obscure, watching movies that get blown up on tiktok for being disturbing to the general populace, as well as the observation of technology that i find above my skill level (i use cachyOS which is a derivative of arch linux btw). in addition, you can also find a list of media i find charming (and hopefully paletable) enough to reccomend to others below. big fan of shit nobody gives a fuck about.

i hope that my website brings something good into this world. i also hope that whoever is reading this has a nice day <3

things i thought were cool and think you should check out;

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movies; electric dreams, anything from satoshi kon, american psycho, the live-action cat in the hat, guinea pig 4: devil woman doctor, backrooms

shows; kuuchuu buranko, gregory horror show, serial experiments lain, vinesauce vinny's plug and plague series, whatever vargskelethor is up to at the moment

videogames; psychopomp gold, picayune dreams, the binding of isaac, mewgenics, time fcuk, inscryption, project diva, antonblast, postal 2, nubby's number factory, EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK, pronoun palace, sovereign tower

music; nashimoto ui, machine girl, susumu hirasawa, dj technorch, jun togawa, ZUN, lauren bousfield, utsuP, kikuo, death grips

artists; yuko tatsushima, scramratz, yukaman, takena nagao, raven lyn clemens, my beautiful friends that i cannot name all of

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