I've always been an avid writer, and mostly through the art of roleplay, though I've dropped that hobby for a while by now due to personal events. However, it did kick off one of my favorite hobbies to indulge in, despite how I diverted from how it started.
But what it did give me was a strength and semi-coherency to be able to communicate an idea, or communicate in general as the years went by and I started experiencing the word salad issue that comes with my personal brainfuzz problems. The art of online arguments has truly been lost, hasn't it? Replaced with a certain man of lightning's silly words. But I am not here to try and argue essay wise. No, this place is for more constructive things, though one may call it useless if not trying to convert.
So that's what this place is for, the things that would jut over the heads if I wrote it in a tumblr post, maybe 5-20 notes if I tagged it well. I like sharing my thoughts, my ideas, and this is a place for niche conversation about esoteric useless knowledge.
This serves as a library shelf to you, my lovely stranger who found my online home. Use it well, don't tear pages, and definetly don't spit in them.
As for my fanfics, which I hid from the list on this page for personal reasons (embarassment, in other words), they can also be seen on my AO3 account, which is also named feelingmachine. Feel free to check that out if you wish (it's mostly DOORS related), but my personal writing can only be found here.
needy streamer overload review
the burden of being seen online
the only good dakimakura printer in the west
waifuism communities are inherently fucked
living with chronic suicidal thoughts
my spiritual views on multiverse theory
the subtle art of public vandalism
where have i been? what is the future of this place?
🔞 (but not in the porn way, just heavy topics) sheltered in a house made of glass
how the cogs of toontown online are an anticapitalistic metaphor
documentation of my roadtrip to new jersey
opening the shell about gender
my thoughts on the amazing digital circus
updating layouts, planning them, ect
hey, look at this obscure UTAU musician i found!
despite everything, it's better than ever before for ficto safety online