Welcome to the literary cumbox.

Harsh way to start, but I guess that's the best way to put this place.

I've always been an avid writer, and mostly through the art of roleplay, though I've dropped that hobby for a while by now. The secret to having great writing, I suppose, though, was to be writing smutfics during the time where your brain is growing and you really, really shouldn't be engaging in such online. I wouldn't reccomend it.

But what it did give me was a strength and semi-coherency to be able to communicate an idea, or communicate in general as the years went by and I started experiencing the word salad issue that comes with my personal brainfuzz problems. And that's what a lot of the online youth lack -- a way to format effectively an idea, an essay, an answer, and not in the form of a fucking activist carrd. We all sit around debating the most chuck-useless shit online, but if the paragraph isn't strong, what's the point in such at all? The art of online arguments has truly been lost, hasn't it? Replaced with a certain man of lightning's silly words. But I am not here to try and argue essay wise. No, this place is for more constructive things, though one may call it useless if not trying to convert.

So that's what this place is for, the things that would jut over the heads if I wrote it in a tumblr post, maybe 5-20 notes if I tagged it well. I like sharing my thoughts, my ideas, here's the place to do it now.

This serves as a library shelf to you, my lovely stranger who found my online home. Use it well, don't tear pages, and definetly don't spit in them.

As for my fanfics, they can also be seen on my AO3 account, saudadeoftheseas. Feel free to check that out if you wish, but my personal writing can only be found here.


my woes on carrd

needy streamer overload review

where are my horns?

the burden of being seen online

a case of artist regression

the only good dakimakura printer in the west

annalynn review

kuuchuu buranko review

waifuism communities are inherently fucked

living with chronic suicidal thoughts

my spiritual views on multiverse theory

the subtle art of public vandalism

the feeling machine

where have i been? what is the future of this place?

🔞 (but not in the porn way, just heavy topics) sheltered in a house made of glass

how the cogs of toontown online are an anticapitalistic metaphor


parallel parking

shown talent, hidden talent


one-eyed insomnia

audiobook week drabbles (offsite link since there's seven of them)

carved-out pumpkin

thrown into the mud

i'll be fine on my own!


welcome (to the true) home

🔞 urges of the flesh and void

divine retribution

smoke break

the clouds had silver edges that day